Feelings of Nothing

All I want to do is become something that I'm proud of.

I want to be something real.

Don't we all want to feel real?

I wonder how people would feel if I died tomorrow.

They would have many feelings of... Nothing.

I'm no one and nothing.

No one even reads what I write.

No one cares that someone in their world feels this way.

What if I do die tomorrow?

I've had these thoughts and wanted those feelings of nothing to change.

I try to be nicer to everyone.

I even baked muffins for one of my classes because everyone seemed to be sad.

I just want everyone else to be happy.

Don't we all?